Art is a lie that makes us realize the truth --PP

Sudden Curve

What’s up tumblr, it’s been a while.  You’re probably wondering where I am in my life right now.  Well let me tell you, if I was driving I recently turned a sudden curve and now I’m in a pitstop to my next big adventure: a new college.  You see, I decided to shift careers.  I no longer want to become a doctor.  I want to be a teacher.  A gradeschool science teacher.  So I left Ateneo to pursue my dream.  Looking back…honestly… I kind of regret the decision.  I gave up so many good things.  But. Life goes on you know.  I must stick by my decision.  Respect it.  Afterall, it wasn’t easy for me to be in a course I no longer liked.  To battle bipolar disorder alone, and far away from family.  On the bright side.  There’s the thought of new friends, new environment, new affinities.  This is a rare opportunity to start over again.  So, here’s to hoping for a good 4 more years in college.  It’s going to be a long journey.  But hey that’s what life’s all about right?  As the cliche goes, it’s not the destination it’s the journey.  My batchmates are all going to have jobs already, while I’ll be stuck in college.  But it’s okay.  It’s okay because it’s not about that.  It’s about starting my own path.  It’s not their lives, it’s mine.  Right now it’s all hard for me to swallow.  But I hope eventually everything will fall into place.  So to my future, hopefully happy me, this post is here to remind you that there was a time in your life when you had this pit stop.  This summer of confusion and regret.  You will look back at this moment and say, it was only the bitter before the sweet.  So that’s my update tumblr.  Hope my next post will be a happy update.

Found this on my highschool values notebook

1) relax, 2) exercise, 3) take vitamin C, 4) prioritize, 5) share your stress (talk), 6) cry, 7) take care of yourself

I even had a mnemonic for it PRECTTS…like it’s such a memorable word haha.  Who knew highschool notes could speak so much truth in such simple words haha.

The smell of the morning.

The devil walks in tiptoes

The devil walks in noisy

Which do you think is the stronger devil?

Parents are just stubborn children. (Bollozos, 2010)

I now have more reason to believe that facebook’s only purpose is to turn us all into stalkers.

I now have more reason to believe that facebook’s only purpose is to turn us all into stalkers.

Say hello to my mom, she’s off to work.  Oh and I’m hoooome, and I have my life back.  Life = back reading tumblr.

Say hello to my mom, she’s off to work.  Oh and I’m hoooome, and I have my life back.  Life = back reading tumblr.

 
so much dependsupona red wheelbarrowglazed with rainwaterbeside the whitechickens—The Red Wheelbarrow by William Carlos WilliamsAn unappreciated lit drawing assignment a long time ago.

 

so much depends

upon

a red wheel

barrow

glazed with rain

water

beside the white

chickens


—The Red Wheelbarrow by William Carlos Williams


An unappreciated lit drawing assignment a long time ago.
The view makes going to PE a lot less stressful.

The view makes going to PE a lot less stressful.